Joy starts to pervade our lives more and more and yes whilst there may be times of darkness and depression we now understand that it is all part of our journey and we know these darker phases won’t last long. Focusing on joy is the way ahead, even on the down days try and find something that will make you smile and make you appreciative of what you have.
Internally, the recent shifts have helped us to become a lot more clear about things. It has been like Soul retrieval; suddenly parts of the Self that have been missing for a long time have come back. You feel more like you again, the vague wilderness stuff has come to an end and you are now back. You feel more like yourself that you have done for some time. This has brought new energy, a renewed sense of purpose and vigour and the urge to really get on with your life now.
Some have still been feeling it a bit regarding losses and who and what we are letting go of at the moment. You may feel you are being tugged back at times as some of the people around you do not want you to move on. They are so very afraid of being left behind but do not yet have the courage to take the steps that you have taken. Gently reassure them that all will be well for them but this is something you have to do with or without them. Inside you may feel at times slightly teary and yearn to go back to the comfortable familiarity of the old you, but that you no longer exists, you have been transformed into who you now are. Accept it, love it, enjoy it and the wonderful new supportive energies that accompany it.
On the physical level there have been bouts of illness again such as colds, flu, stomach bugs and people generally feeling run down. Once again the Lightworkers have been feeling exhausted as they have been doing a great deal of work in their dreamtime and those who are shamanic have been transmuting so much on behalf of the masses. If you feel that your energy and immune is low, take immune supporting herbs and essences to keep yourselves well. Continue to eat healthily, the Autumn provides us with so many wonderful nourishing root vegetables to make warming, nutritious soups and stews. Feed yourselves well – on every level.
I had a new experience on the physical a week ago, it was a strange feeling, it was as if the new me had physically stepped into the current me. I can only compare it to when you do trance mediumship and the Spirit steps into your physical form. If is as if your future self enters your current self and merges with you. I happened to be standing in front of the bathroom mirror about to wash my teeth at the time and actually saw it happening, it was an extremely weird feeling and very disconcerting until I realised what was going on. Well, this is what we have been working towards, we have been working on becoming our new selves for ages now and now it is here. There is still an adjustment process and it can feel very strange rather like a slipping to the right or left of your body. It happens in a split second and stops as quickly as it starts. [Please Note: This is not a “walk-in”, this particular process has a feeling of familiarity to it, and you know the energy because it is yours]. Many of you will also start to experience this as your new reality starts to merge with your current reality.
You may also have been feeling a bit spacey from time to time and even dizzy, this occurs when you are linking into the higher vibrations of the new world, you momentarily get ’lost in space’. This feeling is also a part of the ongoing internal assimilation and reorganisation that you are going through.
You may have experienced stress and frustrations from time to time when things don’t seem to be going the way you want them to. Be patient with yourself (and any others involved), when the time is right things will become more clear and start to fall into place for you. In the meantime start getting yourself organised. If your goal is to change jobs; write down on your New Moon Wish List what your ideal job is and start pre-paving it (visualise yourself there happy, looking wonderful, surrounded by supportive people who appreciate your skills and see your pay packet bringing a huge smile to your face). Or if you want to move home; clear the clutter, get these little jobs finished [Editor taking note of this one!!] Tidy the house and garden and on your New Moon Wish List write down the details of your dream home. We have been given the Autumn/Winter moons to plan, prepare and ready ourselves for the birthing of our Wish Lists in the renewed energy of the Spring. Those of you in the Southern hemisphere can work with the budding Spring energies to help you bring focus and commitment to the manifestation of your wish lists; this is your time to launch your new projects and ideas out into the world.
For some people there was inexplicable deep sadness and grief which sent you plummeting to the depths, yet you couldn’t really put your finger on why you were feeling like that. For me this happened again last weekend, I wasn’t really that aware of it until my husband kept saying “sweetie, you look so sad, what’s the matter?” I couldn’t tell him because I didn’t know, it wasn’t the sort of feeling I get when I am having a premonition about an upcoming event this was completely different to that. I was just feeling so sad. It started on the Saturday, was much worse on Sunday and had lifted by Monday. I allowed myself to feel the feeling so that it could lead me to understanding it. I was told “this was the old you falling away, and because you do not yet feel like the new you, there is a short period of time when you feel a bit lost and terribly sad”. This process also brought up lots of fear and old patterns for many of us especially to do with the particular ‘issue’ that you have been working so hard on all these years (and thought you had mastered). It was quite a wobble but thankfully didn’t last too long. (If you followed the techniques for Ascension Depression in the ‘Ascension Tips’ book you will have sailed through this phase within 48 hours maximum).
It is part of our rebirthing; the sadness is to do with leaving the old and familiar as we are being birthed. We are like butterflies starting to emerge from their cocoons, feeling fragile, wings still damp not yet able to find the sun to warm ourselves. We are nearly there yet it all feels a bit strange and unfamiliar.
It is the heart that leads the way now; compassion and love are the only guides we need for they bring us all the wisdom and advice we require. Working with our new ‘Planetary Heart’ essence will support your heart on this evolutionary journey.
These Ascension updates are for information purposes only and are not intended to diagnose any kind of dis-ease or malady you may be experiencing. If you have concerns about your health, I strongly advise you to see a qualified medical practitioner. (Don’t get carried away in spiritual la-la land and override any messages that your body may be trying to give you). If in doubt – check it out!
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