ASCENSION UPDATE - July

Well the Summer Solstice was certainly very powerful, its intense build up leading to a wave of incredible love that seemed to wash over the entire planet. Not immediately discernible, this deeper love now starts to permeate every cell in a way that we have never felt before. Whatever you were doing, I hope you had a wonderful celebration. We did, we celebrated our wedding anniversary in our favourite little restaurant, the food was exquisite, a real treat.

A Note About Angels, Guides and Helpers
Many channels have been saying for some years now that the Angels, Spirit Guides and Helpers that we have relied on all these years are now no longer available to us. That they have been withdrawing their help gradually over the past few years as we learn to be totally responsible for our experiences on all levels. To some extent I have experienced this to be true, I am aware that they are not as close or around me all the time as they used to be (I thought I had lost my spiritual connection, but it has simply changed).
Some people have been very upset by this, they feel abandoned and wonder who they can pray to and ask for help when they feel they need to. In my experience we have not been abandoned, they (all of our guides and helpers) are still there and if we ask them for help they will assist as they have always done. They are gently nudging us to trusting our inner truth, knowledge and intuition because we are vibrating on a much higher level now, and for some people there is no need to consult these guides because we now have direct access ourselves to the higher guidance we seek.
For me personally, I will always continue to talk to my Angel, Guides and Guardians. In times of need and great stress, I get comfort from feeling that they are still there, that I can still talk to them. Whilst I am aware that they are teaching me to trust my inner knowing on a deeper level now and to become more spiritually independent, they are my friends, always have been and always will be, and I choose to maintain that connection. You must do what feels right for you.

ASCENSION SYMPTOMS

The build up to the Solstice threw up a lot of old fears for many, (not helped by the fear epidemic spreading through the masses in 3-D land triggered by the media hype about this so-called recession). We absolutely refuse to buy into this propaganda and are continuing with creating a positive environment for manifestation and manifesting our dreams and goals. We will not let anything put us off. Now more than ever we are determined to move house so that we can start to become more self sufficient and I feel that many are hearing that call.

Many people are already on the move, they are being relocated to where they most need to be for the next phase of their lives. It is scary but it is also good. So there is a lot of chaos energy around as things speed up and events start to happen (e.g. suddenly the right place comes up and you have only a few days to pack everything and move). Whilst you may feel like you have been swept off your feet a bit, you will come back to Earth again and will be glad it happened. Try and remain calm during the busy times, find five minutes a day to breathe, close your eyes, centre yourself and Be still, feeling peace flooding through your whole body. These little five minuters will recharge you and help you to keep going. As always keep drinking plenty of water to flush out any stress hormones or toxins, eat well and get as much rest and good sleep as you can.

Physically (some of you have already experienced these symptoms and some will continue to do so)

Tiredness
Insomnia
Something similar to panic attacks
Breathing problems
Heartburn/pain
Stomach upsets
Back ache, neck ache, shoulders aching, and joints hurting.

Elly Butter Fingers

One of the more amusing aspects of the past few weeks for me was how I became Elly Butter Fingers, I kept dropping things. One day I dropped something, picked it up, dropped it again and this went on for several minutes until I shouted out loud in complete exasperation! (And it wasn’t due to Moontime either). This went on for a whole week, in the end I kept laughing at myself as I couldn’t believe how often it happened. I did wonder was my mind going and was I starting to lose the plot? (Not the first time I have asked that during this Ascension Process!) The following week it all had settled down again. Around the same time came another strong urge to clear more stuff out, I know you hear me saying this all the time. However it doesn’t take much for the clutter to build up in our little house and I just cannot stand it, it has to go. I realised that maybe Elly Butter Fingers had been preparing me for the next round of letting go of what I no longer need. The Ascension Process has changed me on so many levels, that my outer world needs to reflect who I am on the inside. The yearning for a clutter free more Zen way of living has come back so strongly, that every day I am taking action towards achieving that.
(I had already written this piece a week or two before we went away. The night before we went on holiday, we found out that the house we had fallen in love with has been sold. I cried my eyes out and was very teary for the rest of the evening. By the next day I had let go of it. It was the closest we have come to finding our dream home and it ticked many of the boxes, so the Universe is continuing to present us with steps nearer to achieving our dream. The timing was also important, as I needed to let go of it before Solstice. Good heavens, I’ve just realised I haven’t put our new home request in the Blessings Basket for us, that’s my next job!)

Numbing Down

Another interesting aspect that has occurred for me recently (and happens every now and then along our evolutionary Ascension pathway), is when you feel numb and disconnected from everything. It can last for one day or several days and the best thing is to go with it, try not to resist what is going on and don’t force yourself to be happy or busy as that is the same as resistance. For several days I just felt numb, I couldn’t connect with the beautiful nature that surrounded me, I couldn’t channel anything although I was aware of my guides and usual Spirit links and I felt as if I had a bubble of numbness around me. I was able to function in my 3-D world as required, but my energy was low and very introverted as I sat with this weird numbness. When we go through this we are literally Numbing Down, the numbness is to draw us down deeper into ourselves so that we can sit there a while as we wait for clarification about what is going on. We become more quiet than usual, our minds feel a bit fuzzy and numb as well as our bodies, and you sometimes feel as if you are watching the world go by whilst sitting in a goldfish bowl. It is an important process and can reveal much to you if you have the patience to stay with it and wait for it to reveal its gift to you. It takes you deep in a very different way to other processes that you have gone through in the past. Much clarity about your life, health, your work and your direction can take place through this phase.

Just prior to the numb feeling you may find that you are incredibly tired and want to just rest and Be. You may find that you don’t have the energy for anyone else’s problems and don’t want to hear about them or deal with them. As a Lightworker you may feel so tired from maintaining good energy levels and sending out, that you feel like going on strike for a while. Well do exactly that, flick the Spiritual switch to ‘off’ for a few days and take some time out for yourself. Let them all get on with it, they will find a way to cope without you, you don’t have to keep helping everyone. There are times when you just have to stop and think about yourself for a short while. Explain to those around you (who may not understand), that you are simply taking time to recharge your batteries, because you are of no use to anyone if you are not functioning well and fully.

If you are a therapist, you may find that work eases off whilst you go through this phase, don’t panic, your clients will come back to you, it’s just that the Universe knows that you need some time out and is providing the space perfectly for you.

It can be a scary process because it feels so very different from anything you have gone through before. You may have a crisis of confidence in yourself, your work or your relationships. You may feel like giving up on everything as if it has all become too much, you feel like you just can’t be bothered to make the effort any more. One thing that helps is sitting outside in nature on the ground, so that you can draw grounding, healing energy up from Mother Earth to help balance the energies that are swirling about in you during this phase. This swirling about feeling was caused by the powerful Solstice and it will be a couple of weeks before this feeling settles down. (My husband has been feeling greatly unsettled since the Solstice and for the first time ever, he has now started taken the ‘Ascension Support’ essence on a daily basis especially before he goes to bed, he says it helps him to calm down enough to sleep).

As you come out of this Numbing Down phase you realise that you are feeling more calm and centred than you have done for months, that you have learned more about yourself, that you are aware of what areas of yourself and your life you have been neglecting, and you are more clear about what you want to do and where you are headed. This is a surrendering process that brings peace, relaxation and restored trust in what is ahead (even if you don’t know what that is yet).

FOCUS FOR THE MONTH AHEAD:

Keeping it simple
Every day find ways to live your life more simply. Ditch the clutter in your home, head and emotions. Eat more simply. Talk less. Think less. Find simple solutions to any problems that occur.
Look for the deeper level of Love
Every day become aware that a deeper level of Love is available for you to tap into, let it flow into your heart, let it calm your mind and let it be the deep knowing that you now carry within you.
Maintaining feelings of peace within
Check yourself several times a day and bring yourself back to a place of peace.
Present your best Self every day to the World
Each day ensure you look wonderful, even if you are doing the housework or gardening. Don’t let life impinge on your important self care time. Look fabulous then you’ll feel fabulous.
Attitude of Gratitude
Giving thanks often during each day for every little thing, even the times when you aren’t too happy with what is happening, remembering to give thanks at the end of the day before you go to sleep.

If you are having a difficult time working through issues that the Ascension Process may be bringing up, you may find this 1-2-1 support helpful. Contact me for more details.

Please Note:
These Ascension updates are for information purposes only and are not intended to diagnose any kind of dis-ease or malady you may be experiencing. If you have concerns about your health, I strongly advise you to see a qualified medical practitioner. (Don’t get carried away in spiritual la-la land and override any messages that your body may be trying to give you). If in doubt – check it out!

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